Good bye 2010....

It’s approaching 2011... i must say ‘Alhamdulillah....2010 will left me with lots of memories. The most precious memories is to see with my own eyes how my lil’ daughter grew.. Alhamdulillah, she is all blessed by Allah s.w.t with healthy, love and brain..To see her talking and make lots of funny things really touched me. Really hope that next year will be lots more better for her... Hopefully She grew as a sweet lil girl with a good mannered.
The loves, 2010 is the year that full with loves... Thanks to my hubby, amira and my family. I know I just can’t pay all the love that you all gave...all I can say is thank you so much and Only Allah can repay that.
Next, Alhamdulillah again, with lots of sacrificed..I manage to completed 1st semester of my studies and yeah..the best part is I get a good result (cgpa 3.75). It’s still a long way to go...Just pray that Allah will help and guide me.
Life, so far is really good... challenges is everywhere and thats make me become stronger. The most challenging memories is everthing that have to do with my carrer..frustrating, demoralise and on and on and on...but I just can’t run from it..Manage to faced it and still learning. I also left 2010 with lots of stupid things..lost my wallet...broke my hubs PSP...and other thing as I’m such a careless person.
My collections, yeah this is the best part..but I must say thank you so much to my hubby for the love, for the holidays vacation, for the phones, for the RL, DPs, coachs, Gucci and what not. Looking forward for 2011...hahah just kidding..;)
2011 will be more challenging, with the increment of living cost...sewa rumah pun naik lagi...all I really hope is that I can face all the challenge with strength. Really hope life will be much better in 2011 and in order to achieved that..me, my self have to change...Pray and pray and pray to Allah. All the best in 2011.

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It's Aidil Adha eve, and I'm all alone.......

PM mamfloso!!!!

Sedih, geram, marah, terkilan dan tak tau nk describe macam mane lagi…Terima kasih byk2 kepada Princeton Engineering Sdn Bhd dan sesiape yg terlibat utk merosakkan hari aku….Kalau ikot hati mmg rase mcm nk keluar je macam2 dirty words tadi….tapi better aku hang off the phone je. Sebab mmg xde bende yg baik dah yg boleh aku cakap kan tadi…..

Ni pun tulis kt blog sebab dah xde tempat lain nk cerita atau lpskan kemarahan ni...buat cemar blog aku jer sebab share bende yg negative mcm ni.

Princeton you’ve made my day. Thank you very much...

it's RayA mooD..!!!

Alhamdulillah...it's towards the end of Ramadhan and today is my last working day before hari raya...;) tonite, will be a long nite in a kitchen. Preparing rendang and most probably my first cup cakes..yeay..;).
Alhamdulillah, I'm all blessed by God this year...finally my hubby manage to come back for Aidilfitri and the best part was we manage to make some preparation at my home. (eventhough a very last minute..) Hope everything will turn up to be okey for this coming Aidilfitri…Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah…and alhamdulillah…..

lonelyme

it's saturday...140810.
I got pavement mgmt class starts at 9 and suppose to finish at 12..fortunately by 11.15 En Zul adjourn the class...i have another 2 hours before road safety class and i decided to drop by to my house in bkt jalil as its has been 2 weeks i left the house. A bit weird as i drop at security post and take a visitor pass, then park my car at visitor’s parking...being alone in my own house, in this situation makes me feel creepy....I really need my love one in my life...
Its 1.25 and i better make a move to upm...bye2 my house again...insya’allah i’ll came back next week..and next time i’ll bring amira along.

Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah....It's Ramadhan again.
A bit rushing from Melia Hotel to UPM...feel so tired to finish the class...I'm finally decided to go off after maghrib. This few days was such a tiring period for me...not enough sleep plus stuck in traffic jam.
Relief feeling once i arrived at abah’s house...I saw jiran sebelah is ready for terawih..and after few second abah open the gate wearing bj melayu and ‘kopiah’...it’s the first night of Ramadhan, abah and iwan go to surau for terawih...
Ya Allah..aku bersyukur kerana masih berpeluang bertemu Ramadhan sekali lagi. Banyak perkara yg aku lalai sepanjang setahun yg lalu..infact a few minutes back pun dh byk kesalahanku. Aku mohon, agar aku diberi lagi peluang untuk memperbaiki kesilapan. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini dapat aku isi dgn lebih bermakna compared to last year. Rahmatilah kami sekeluarga spnjg Ramadhan ini...Amin...
To all my relatives, friends...Sorry for everything i’ve done wrong....Selamat Berpuasa.

HERO

I’m in an emotional mood again tonite..;p Thinking of my hubby who currently stuck in Kemaman, try so hard to make sure they can sail as soon as possible. Hope his doing well and Allah will help him and the most important thing is that he manages to come back before Aidil Fitri. After spoke to him through phone, my mind start to think and all the memories is rewind...Last time, during my college time..I always has a sad feeling whenever I saw abah take a step from my car to Concorde..(his work place). I always send abah to work as abah so malas nk driving b’course the parking fees is so expensive plus the distance from our house to concorde S.Alam is so near.
I can’t help myself...thinking that abah work so hard for our family, with his condition after the back pain attacking in 1999 (during my SPM)...thinking that i should grad as fast as i could, get a job and help abah.
Now, looking at my hubby..It’s the same feeling...It makes me realized that It is not easy to be a husband and a father, the head of the family. You work so hard just to make sure you are able to give the best for you family...no doubt is a responsibility of being the head of family, but with the cruel life out there...it’s really touched me.
Therefore, thank you dada...

Credit to Cik Bibi..;)

Just to share some art work made my Cik bibi Sabrena for our KSS among engineers...
Thanks to bibi and credit for your effort...;p

MYOB!!!!!!

Hhmmm….
Some people just born to be so annoying, there is nothing we can do but just ignore and forgive for whatever that they did to you.
Always think positive, no matter where we go…we just cannot run from people like this. The most important thing, we must be careful with this type of person. Damn….insaflah and just MYOB!!!!!!!


p/s: People..lets just stop hurting each other. What a life you're living????

Quotes of the day

It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.

Gugu Gaga..:)

Miss my lil' princess so much..

My new AGENDA!!!!

Alhamdulillah,

Finally, my application to further my study in Master has approved. So MASTER in Highway and Transportation Engineering is my new AGENDA..;)
Next week, 5ft July I will register myself at Uni Putra Malaysia and Insya’allah I will start my class the following week. After a few consultancy session with a few of friends who has experience as part time student. I might only take 3 subjects for my first semester.
I really hope I can work it out and manage to finish my study, Ya Allah…Please guide me and help me to achieve this. I believe if this best for me and my family, Allah will ease the path for me.
Excited and nervous…Anyway…millions thanks to my beloved hubby and baby for your support. Love you all..<..peace..>

2nd Anniversary

It's my 2nd Anniversary today...yup 16th of May 2010.
Thanks to my dear hubby for making all my dreams came true, and thanks for being such a nice and good hubby and daddy. love you so very much..;x

Month of May

Month of May is my lucky month. I was born in May, getting married in this month, its mother’s day and plus….our company BONUSSSSS. Really hope this year will be a better year for me… I want to be a better person, better daughter, better wife and better mother...a better servant of my company and country.
According to my wish list that I wrote in 2008, where in 5 years time I must traveled to 5 countries, drive a latest model of ‘Vios’ (but I might change my mind about this), getting married, have a baby, get a minimum pay of RM 5K (huhu.. doesn’t looks promising).. I’m quite happy with my achievement…
I have two more years to fulfill the list….but this year I would like to add another item, which is to get a scroll of ‘MASTER’ in 3 years time from now…Its really challenging, with my current commitment…But I pray, that Allah will guide me and lead me to whatever the best for me and my family…
Everything must comes with plan and be brave enough to take the first step. (mcm counselors jer)
Time is running out…tick, tock, tick, tock…

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's day to all mamas out there...
I'm really looking forward for mother's day and the best part for this year is that my hubby is around. I'm expecting for some surprise for this year, but unfortunately it turns up to be like an ordinary weekend.
Anyway, I manage to spend my time with my mama.. Even though, there is no present likes previous year (due to budget constraint) but the time that we spent really meaningful for me.
It’s been a tradition for us, Since I was in school…We (me, iwan n ning) always plan for something to surprise mama…for me mother’s day. Its been a wonderful memory for me, I really wish that this will never end…I hope, my children will do the same for me… Because being a mother’s is something that words cannot explain…only mothers know how its feel, and I believe with whatever surprise that we done yet can’t pay the pain of being a mother.
Thank you mama for your love…