lonelyme

it's saturday...140810.
I got pavement mgmt class starts at 9 and suppose to finish at 12..fortunately by 11.15 En Zul adjourn the class...i have another 2 hours before road safety class and i decided to drop by to my house in bkt jalil as its has been 2 weeks i left the house. A bit weird as i drop at security post and take a visitor pass, then park my car at visitor’s parking...being alone in my own house, in this situation makes me feel creepy....I really need my love one in my life...
Its 1.25 and i better make a move to upm...bye2 my house again...insya’allah i’ll came back next week..and next time i’ll bring amira along.

Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah....It's Ramadhan again.
A bit rushing from Melia Hotel to UPM...feel so tired to finish the class...I'm finally decided to go off after maghrib. This few days was such a tiring period for me...not enough sleep plus stuck in traffic jam.
Relief feeling once i arrived at abah’s house...I saw jiran sebelah is ready for terawih..and after few second abah open the gate wearing bj melayu and ‘kopiah’...it’s the first night of Ramadhan, abah and iwan go to surau for terawih...
Ya Allah..aku bersyukur kerana masih berpeluang bertemu Ramadhan sekali lagi. Banyak perkara yg aku lalai sepanjang setahun yg lalu..infact a few minutes back pun dh byk kesalahanku. Aku mohon, agar aku diberi lagi peluang untuk memperbaiki kesilapan. Semoga Ramadhan kali ini dapat aku isi dgn lebih bermakna compared to last year. Rahmatilah kami sekeluarga spnjg Ramadhan ini...Amin...
To all my relatives, friends...Sorry for everything i’ve done wrong....Selamat Berpuasa.

HERO

I’m in an emotional mood again tonite..;p Thinking of my hubby who currently stuck in Kemaman, try so hard to make sure they can sail as soon as possible. Hope his doing well and Allah will help him and the most important thing is that he manages to come back before Aidil Fitri. After spoke to him through phone, my mind start to think and all the memories is rewind...Last time, during my college time..I always has a sad feeling whenever I saw abah take a step from my car to Concorde..(his work place). I always send abah to work as abah so malas nk driving b’course the parking fees is so expensive plus the distance from our house to concorde S.Alam is so near.
I can’t help myself...thinking that abah work so hard for our family, with his condition after the back pain attacking in 1999 (during my SPM)...thinking that i should grad as fast as i could, get a job and help abah.
Now, looking at my hubby..It’s the same feeling...It makes me realized that It is not easy to be a husband and a father, the head of the family. You work so hard just to make sure you are able to give the best for you family...no doubt is a responsibility of being the head of family, but with the cruel life out there...it’s really touched me.
Therefore, thank you dada...