Alhamdulillah....still going strong di akhir atau penghujung 2011. Terima kasih 2011 for the challenges throughout this years...
2011, banyak meninggalkan kenangan...bukan pahit tapi pengalaman hidup yg sgt beharga.
- Amira reach 2 years old in 2011...admitted to hospital due to rota virus somewhere in July 2011 and again in Oct 2011 viral infection. Alhamdulillah, everything turn up to be good after few days in hospital...Alhamdulillah is the only words that i can say to Allah yg mengubati sakit amira. She's now a big girl...full of fantasy and dreams...just hope she choose the right path of her life. Mimi and Dada will always love and pray for your health and hapiness.
- Hubby...tahun ni byk sgt offshore, it's been a hectic year for him...ksian kite..Ramadhan and Syawal pun x dpt celebrate sama-sama. But after all the sacrifices..Alhamdulillah, Allah makbulkan doa' kami..Rizal akhir nye dapat kerja baru and yes work with Petronas carigali...Bersyukur sgt, rezeki anak2...dan mungkin akan kurang sikit offshore even still have to go...tapi xpelah...Alhamdulillah......
- Study...Semester ketiga ini bermula dgn sgt okey...tapi berakhir dgn sgt penat dan x larat...Assigment yg sgt memerlukan committment, test yg sgt susah,project thesis..tinggal nk tunggu fnal 9,10 and 12 Januari nanti. But afterall, thanks to all my friends yg sama-sama struggle di UPM byk sgt tolong elly dlm assg dll....Alhamdulillah, susah and penat macam mane pun, Allah masih beri kekuatan utk sy teruskan...
-Kerja...Semua ok, byk cabaran and politics..but at the endof the day sy jugak yg kena perah otak nk settlekan problem. Anyway thaks jugak kepada my team at MAHB..tanpa anda pun sy x boleh bekerja jugak.... Sakit hati kt beberapa incident atau issue yg mana aku jadi mangsa keadaan...tp just go with the flow jer lah...Alhamdulillah lagi..in August I get upgrading from gred 20 to 21...get 10% increment. Alhamdulillah...rezeki anak2 la jugak...;) so work till you drop, amanah Allah tetap aku jalankan sebaik yg aku mampu...cuma harap dapat kerja baru in 2012...bkn ape, I'm in a comfort zone now...i have to get a new challenge..nanti jadi beku on my current seat.
Family- Iwan engaged in November 2011...next year beradik iparlah aku...I pray for his happiness and hope the best for him. Mama, abah and Neng..thanks sebab byk tolong elly this year...tolong jagakan mira disaat2 diperlukan...really appreciate that. For my family, no matter what happen...my love is with you all...
Myself....in 2011, mmg byk dugaan...ape yg jadi di tempat kerja, di upm..as mentioned earlier.....Cabaran terbesar adalah utk mendidik Amira, sgt tidak mudah menjaga dan mendidik anak...aku mmg sgt kerdil dan rasenye byk sgt lg perlu aku perbetulkan...Hanya aku pohon agar Allah dapat guide my to the right path...dan Amira akan jadi anak yg solehah. In 2011 juga saya kena chicken pox..dah tua-tua pulak dpt chicken pox. After that miscarriage, huhu...hadapi tanpa my hubby plak tu...but Alhamdulillah i still have family yg sgt byk support and membantu...
Anyway...at the end of 2011 i learn something valuable which has open my heart and eyes...iaitu 'Setiap ujian dari Allah, mesti akan mendapat ganjaran setimpal diakhirnya...jgnlah terlalu byk merungut..akan malu sendiri bila Allah tunjukkan balasannya nnt'.
2012 adalah tahun untuk menghabiskan study, menambah anak dan menyumbang....menyumbang macam mana aku pun x tau lagi..tp niat dah ade dalam hati..harap Allah suluhkan jalan itu buat ku..tetapkan hati in agar bila sampai masanya aku tidak merubah fikiran dan hati lagi...
i will end this writting in 2011 with Alhamdulillah....
